Nabigla ako na naka gastos pala ako ng 161k last month. Di ko alam at di ko inakala. Sana sinave ko nalang yun pang down ng condo. Yun kasi ang total sa billing statement ko sa BPI. Di ko akalain talaga na ganun pala ako ka gastos. waaaaaaaaaaah! I hate myself. I really really really hate myself.

But I don’t know how and I can’t… Is this a test? Or a rare piece of ornament that I must grab? I’m still drowning into deep confusion. I hope I can find the right path before this fiercely defended moral sensitivity will about to go kablooey.